Wonders of life, strange, vengeful, yet untapped

Having a free life within boundaries set by the absolute laws is nice, while learning to set differences aside, to have a carefree mindset. It ain't hard to live in such luxury, as the phrase, 'ignorance is bliss' sets into play. Living a life as such is not eternal, thus things are meant to happen.

Before, I watched a movie, hellboy II, where an elf, classify human as a special being, where humans are beings which have a heart, with a hole, that will never be filled. It comes to me in a state of shock, where it is cruel to say, but it actually make sense.

We will never be satisfied with what we do. Money is never enough, so does education, ranks, possession, even if its with a certain someone in your life. We, even the smartest people in the world, will never have enough of everything. There are always better things. 'When' is it enough?

As time passes, new things arises. New tech, more profits, better person.....
When will we call it quits? When can we ever stop chasing after something that will never end?
Even though my research surrounds these aspects, I still cant find the answer. Its still a segment of life shrouded in mystery.

After much observation, it seems that, this cycle will never end, as long as we are human. However, there are stages, which leans along with our age. In certain periods of life, we tend to chase after different fields. When we as a child, maturity, adult, withdrawal, our interest evolves into something, completely different.

Thus in conclusion, as this mystery is untangled, we still have to accept the fact that, this is who we are, and to move along with this conclusion. Life has many events that might turn up bad, with memories that will linger in your mind for possibly a lifetime. Life is never a mistake, nothing is. Just go with the flow.

Trick Pass Map System

After lots of research (surfing da net), I can now finally start off the basic system.

Using Google softwares below, it is possible to create a virtual map of inti and add skating information (discussed in previous post).
The softwares are:

- Google Earth
- Google Sketchup
- Google Maps

The progress of this project, I am afraid it will proceed at its slowest pace. As I am very busy with my current work as well as my studies for my degree in E&E engineering.

In need of parts. URGENTLY!!!

My skates have been with me for 2 years already. My soul7 still looks great despite been inflicted plenty of damage. However, the wheels ain't so tough. I have cracked about 4 of my wheels, and ended 3 more by lots of wear and tear.

My budget this few months is about 6 feet under, and cause of the recent fuel price hike, skate prices is now higher than it has ever been.

The last time I bought my wheels, 80mm, 82a is only rm160 for 8 pcs. Now its 200!!!. Ridiculous. How am I suppose to continue my activities like this? Really a pain in the a** but if its my passion, I got no choice.

My current math in skates:

new fuel price = old fuel price x 140%

new skate price/old skate price = new fuel price/old fuel price

new skate price = 1.4 times the price of old skates

proof:
new soul series skates cost->rm1.4k
my old soul 7->rm1k

I really hope oil price drop soon

my skates really going to break at any moment

Trick Pass

Wow, its been months since I last post anything. I was so busy in my studies + project during the weekdays and playing monster hunter every single weekend.

As well as my final year project, I will be also be doing another project. The project will be my legacy towards my experience skating in Inti, which will be Inti's first and very own Trick Pass.

A trick pass is mainly a blueprint of Inti, with all the places I skated, possible trick spots, shortcuts and training areas.

The Trick pass will have complete information:
- floor roughness
- recommended skate settings
- road tilt angle
- expert level
- wind set
- proper time
- sweet spots
- possible skills
- and more


The Trick pass is currently made for inline skaters only, specifically for recreational, hockey, aggressive and speed skaters only.

Skateboarders and other related players are more than welcome to participate and contribute towards the project.

With this, I hope it will be attract more skaters towards the future.

Playstation Portable

Yes, I finally had bought a psp. After lots of thinking, price comparing, arguments (hehe), and according to the votes.

I got myself a psp slim (details at the side), which is shared with my sis. I was actually planing to buy two. One pink and one blue, but my mum said its not wise to buy one for my sis, and I kinna agree. I dont play video games much, and so is she. Unlike my brother, he can easily stick on the screen for the whole day. So the much initiated plan is like this: I got to play the psp during the weekdays, and my sis plays during the weekends.

Speaking of gifts, I got to know someone from lowyat.net forum that sells yukata. Its a traditional Japanese dress. Feel like getting it for my sister. I hope they have her size. She is only eight.

My bro also got himself a purple psp slim for his birthday, since I got to know a nice psp seller from a friend, which sells psp at a cheap price.

I might be buying a GPS adapter for the psp and a 8gb memory stick later this year. Reviews coming up later too, once I get back to college.

My final semester has started

After 2 weeks of holidays, It seems my journey towards the end of my diploma-hood has finally almost coming to an end.

This semester, I am taking 4 subjects, Communications 2, Java Programming, Bahasa Melayu, and yes, my Final Year Project.

My project title is building a digital pressure sensor. My adviser for the project is Mr Too, a senior lecturer who teaches hard subjects, always say its easy, and quite hard to understand him.

The first week has ended for my final semester, with lots of problems like class clashes, searching for information on the net for proper equipments on building the pressure sensor (which is very pricey) and my newly obtained habit, which is chatting on the lowyat.net forum. Well.... my life is kinna boring.

Itchy to buy stuff

Even though exams are just next door, I already feeling the holiday spirit!

I am planing to spend money like crazy. Hehe

But strangely, not to buy stuff for myself.

I am planing to get one of these.

I have made a poll on it.

- A playstation 3 for my bro
- A playstation portable for my sis
- A Sonyericsson k850i for my mum
- A Sonyericsson P1i for my dad
- A apple ipod touch for my ex as a farewell gift to New Zealand

I wonder which one should I get?

Help me decide.

Unexpected Present

Last Friday, I joined my engineering juniors to celebrate a birthday party. The birthday girl was Amelia, a nice, sweat lady whom I got to know last year. With Vivian as the main organizer, and help from Andrew and Jonathan, they got a Chocolate Banana cake from Secret Recipe.

Me on the other hand, prepared two gifts, one is the stars I have folded a few months ago, and a box of chocolates.

We celebrated under my hostel block, which is an open area, used usually by dedicated students, for group gatherings.

Since a lot of my friends were going home, it actually attracts me to go home too......

So after the party, Andrew brought me and Jonathan to the Nilai KTM station, where we start our 45min to 1++ hour journey home.

I finally reach Mid Valley, another a quarter-way more to home. From there I have to take a ride on a bus home. It was raining quite heavily, with hardly enough shelter in the bus station near home. So I decided to walk under the rain. It took almost 15min to reach.

I reached my home with my whole body cold and shivering. Then my bro greeted me when I reached the front gate, It made me jump out of joy and instantly got warm again (do not get the wrong idea.......).

After my nice and warm shower (crank up the heat to full. Hehe). I got myself in front of my bro's computer and installed a few games for him. After playing computer for a while, tired and got myself to sleep.

When I woke up, got out from bed, to the living room, I saw my father. He was watching the television as usual, getting a good nice rest after a hard, long day of work.

When he saw me awake, he took out a box from his bag, and handed it to me.

It was a Victorinox multi-tool Swiss army knive! I wanted this since I was 17 years old! Now i got it. Hehe.
Made in Switzerland, of course
Simple yet necessary
Hand Shot
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I was jumping out of joy getting my hands on these, and its not even my birthday. Its really worth coming back home, despite my exams is on the next two weeks. Hehe

I tested the blade on paper, it can easily cut paper just like a razer blade.

I have also tested it on my skin, can even shave off my hair like a shaver. lolz

April Fool

I stumbled to a website, a link from www.google.com. Never thought that Virgin and Google, had made such a big event in the web. http://www.google.com/virgle/index.html

It had me fooled and I was actually reading it for the past 15 min. lolz

Enjoy the experience.

They had lotz of facts covered.

Hardly can see it's fake. Hehe

Happy April's Fools Day

Cant believe I am studying today. Sobz

The Malaysian Morning Wet Market

Last Saturday morning, I have been to the wet market near my place to shop. It's a newly opened market, so I followed my parents, to get ingredients for my own cooking. Then suddenly I got in charge of cooking dinner..... Well.... Lets just say it did not go so well... hehe.

My mum on the phone, noisy environment.
It's still new, floor quite clean, and hardly got any strong rotten odor.
Veggie, veggie veggie..... planing to cook sambal belacan veggie.... thats y. :P


My grandma is going great. Able to walk much better now. I can now stop worrying and continue on my studies..... But its getting bored..... Lemme play some games first. Currently playing C&C3 Kane's Wraith

Cant wait for the end of my exams. Metal Gear Solid 4 and Devil May Cay 4 is coming out soon too. Might be getting a PS3 then too...
hehe


Just cant wait to finish my exams

Sandisk Cruzer Titanium 2gb Review

Last Monday, after my Mircoprocessor test 2, I fled to KL to do some shopping. Firstly I went to Low Yat with my friend Ben, who is also another tech enthusiasts (mobile phones division).

Last week, our old friend Masaru came to IntiUC for a visit. I forgot to snap his photo, due to much stress preparing to finish my semester. Assignments, test, lab reports, exams really took lots of my time and my mood.

He brought out his 4gb Sandisk Cruzer Titanium. I seen it and I am impressed, its design, cause its hardly that you see a metal cased usb flash drive these days (save cost). The metal case is made out of an alloy (a mixed metal substance) named 'liquid metal'. The material itself its chemically designed to be amorphous. Liquidmetal alloys combine a number of desirable material features, including high tensile strength, excellent corrosion resistance, very high coefficient of restitution and excellent anti-wearing characteristics, while also being able to be heat-formed in processes similar to thermoplastics. It is said to be three times stronger than titanium itself.
www.liquidmetal.com
Fascinated by the design, I cant stop myself from buying one. Although its only 2gb, but with the U3 smart capability, its one heck of a usb flash drive.
www.u3.com

The Cruzer Titanium is tough, able to stand 2,000lbs of crush force, which is almost a weight a tonne!

The price is around rm20 more expensive than the normal Cruzer, which has a black plastic casing, and has lower read write speeds.

Overall, after using it for one day, I am very impressed. U3 smart capability is awesome, with interface so simple, and so usefull, so solid you will think, "heck, I just cant bear using this as a readyboost hardware for my laptop"

So in the end, I decided to give it to my father as his birthday present. His birthday is in May, so there will be plenty of time to install all the U3 softwares for him before packing it nicely and hand it over to him.

My father works usually at construction sites, building all kinds of training equipment for firemen, national service rookies and even climbing walls. He wears all rugged equipments, so I think the Cruzer Titanium will mix well.

He also draws building plans, presenting them to clients and such. The U3 smart has a password encryption. Without the proper password, the data stored inside cant be accessed by unauthorized parties. It also has an antivirus installed, for the pesky viruses that linger around the clients computer.

There is more than that. But its best that you discover it yourself. Its amazing features are a bang on your buck.

After buying, we went in to sungei wang for a walk, while Ben was shopping for earrings.
The time was seven something, we head back to IntiUC. We somehow got stuck in the train station for almost one hour, due to some reasons, the usual.

Unbelievably, we got in the third train. The first two trains that finally came after such a long wait was fully crowded.
Ben, tired, cant wait to try his new earrings. Got sick the next two days. hehe.

As for me, I had a well rest and studied tor my Communication Test 2 the next day.

It's never too late to care for the ones you love

Yesterday, I watched Rambo IV, an action triller that was set in Burma, a place which is still in war till now, that have raged for more than 60 years.

Imagine a world, not like ours. A world where death is so common, its an everyday thing. There are mine fields everywhere, in the tropical jungle, where one false move will cause your life.

The army who are suppose to protect the people, go from village to village, burning them to the ground, killing aged men, raping women, and kidnapping children to be trained as soldiers. Mercyless, killing people as their second nature.

The people there were living in constant fear. Everyday, they will be praying, that they can live for one more day. Saying goodbyes everyday to their family, who is going out for hunting, that maybe its the last time they will meet.

It makes me feel,that we are so lucky. We are so lucky living in a peace loving country, where every life is valuable.

However, we sometimes lost our path. Busy chasing our dreams, that we forgot, did you see your parents lately?

Sometimes we forget how fragile life is.

Start caring for them, you will never know when is your last. No matter its your friends or family, it's never too late to start caring for the ones you love.

How to do crunches

I have visited a lot of websites, stumble on books related on 'the right way to do crunches', seen on TV's and such. In my opinion, there is no 'perfect' or 'right' way to do so, because it is not what humans are made to do. I mean, did u see a gorilla do crunches before? Well, they don't need to. Why? Cause they don't eat as much as we do.

In lots of ways that I came across, promising to get results instantly, well, it does. But, is it fast enough? They will promise that you will loose inches off your waist, but did they promise you a six pack? Well, loosing inches is a lot easier than getting a six pack, or even ever getting near to that stage.

So, what am I trying to say?

Well, there are lots of ways to do crunches, and all give results. I just want to express my way of doing crunches.

I learned it from my brother, which is now coached by my father, an ex motocross world competitor to getting a six pack. My father coached us before in skating, everyday skated 6-8 hours in order to perfect every single skill we encountered. We really learned them very fast.

The way we prefer to do crunches.

Doing crunches does not mean the amount of crunches you do a day. Its how long you spent on doing them a day. Reason? Your body will burn more fat in accordance to time, not towards how many crunches. Start with doing 30min straight of crunches a day. Impossible? Not really. Just read on to understand how.

When doing crunches, find a perfect place to lock your legs, and bent your legs to about 90 degree position. Try not to hold your head with both your hands, it will actually cause neck pain or worse. Just cross your hands and hold the opposite shoulder.

Now its how you do crunches for a long period, starting from 30min, to one hour and so on.

Every time you lift yourself up, slowly, and slowly suck in and out air. Then, slowly go down to your original posture. Suck in and out air slowly air again, and count to 3 before repeating the whole thing all over again. Easy? Of course.

Its so easy, but does it work?

Well, try it for yourself. You will feel your muscles hardened later.

Why need to suck in and out air so much?

Its to prevent anaerobic exercise, which will produce lactic acid, which will burn your muscles, and cause cramps.

Why do it so slow? I am quite a busy person. Cant I just reduce the time and speed up my workout?

Well, that depends on the individual, if you can take it, the go for it. The main reason for doing it slow is to prevent cramps.

Cramps? I thought cramps means I did a really good workout.

Not really, you have to do this every single day. If you did this till you get cramps, can you do another 30min the next day? I doubt so.

I did this, and its too easy!

Easy? Then you should double your time doing it, and try to speed up your crunches. Do not get cramps though.

I cant do it, its too boring doing that so long.

Yes you can. Go play your favorite music, go along with the beat. But make sure you minimize your distractions as much as possible.

How long must I do to get a six pack?

Well, that depends on the individual, my guess is, for a 40-50kg person, it will take more or less half a year. For me, 70kg, might take 3 years. Hehe

3 Years! I cant wait so long!

That depends on you, well, at least you can keep fit, loose weight, and stay healthy! Dieting will help a lot, dieting does not mean 'do not eat', it means 'a proper meal'. Stay away from sugar, fat and other fattening substance. Learn How! Do additional exercise, like running also will help a lot!

Staying away from sugar is tough for me, cause I am a sweet tooth. Hehe. Without sugar, it makes me sleepy and unable to concentrate. But I am starting to manage my sugar intake a lot!

Finding time to do crunches and other exercises is hard too. But slowly, I did manage. My blood level dropped a lot.

I felt more happy, in a way. Hehe

Try it, you might love it!
Stay healthy, You will be proud of your self.
And ladies, do not starve yourself. Exercise is another way of loosing weight. Try to balance both your diet and exercise properly, and you will look great.

Do not give up, do not quit! Keep up the good work.

This is dedicated to Samantha A. W.
A strong and nice lady who is going to be very successful someday.

Grandma's Condition

Yesterday, I went back home for a single day holiday, going back to my college on Friday morning (got Control Systems class at 10am, means I will be rushing back at about 7am.). I will be in college for the weekend to prepare for my test. I have two test to attend to next week.

I have visited my grandma, and she seem to be fine, with only one problem, probably its minor. Originally, she has joint pains on her leg for a long time now. Doctors usually give her painkillers so that she could walk. Now however, she cant walk, even with painkillers. The good doctor said that she slept on the bed for too long (due to denggi fever) and need time and effort to re-train her legs to walk properly.

Somehow, that is a good thing, in a way. She usually will be cooking and stressing herself up doing house chores. Now, she could avoid doing those things and rest properly. Hehe. My aunt is cooking for the family, and my mum brings my aunt to the wet market every weekends. So everything is looking fine.

Now I am comfortable leaving them as it is now and continue with my studies.

Crunches Challenge!

My bro is plaining to get six packs within 3 months! Coached by my father, started by doing 30 min straight of crunches every single day. Well, I am not planing to lose either. I am going to start doing crunches for 15min to see the outcome. My bro will start doing it for one hour straight next week. I guess I better get started....

It needs to be seen to understand

Today, I saw my friends (names are disclosed), a couple, who went on having an argument because of study stress. Then I remembered how it was when me and my ex argue. It looks so different compared to mine. Their so..... how to say.... loving.

My past experience however, was not that good. No matter what we argued, I must be on the side of defeat, or my life will be sad, in both scenarios.

I have learn that in a relationship, give and take is very important. Little unweighted on either side will cause problems. I also realize that I have gave too much kindness and care, that I did never got back. My ex just want more and more care. Just a little un-care will bring her saying "you have changed", or "you don't care about me anymore".

Its quite a mystery how I not notice it sooner.

Then after I went back to my room, I messaged them, asking how are they. Then one said, "I am sorry, I am a bit under pressure today." and the word that made me realize everything so clearly is what he said after that "I wouldn't ever want to lose her".

Every time I argued with my ex, I really wanted to split up with her, every single time. Its because, I never felt that this relationship is worth it, cause she hardly care, even for my well being.

I felt like I am trapped in a cage, seeking desperately for a way out.

Why didn't I split up sooner?

Every time I propose to split up, she will be crying, begging and begging to reconsider, saying that I am the only one that ever cares for her. I just cant stand hurting her, every time I propose it, I felt more painful. It clouds my thinking, to say weather its the right thing to do.

After seeing how they care for each other, I now really have understood, my sacrifices were nothing but to pray to false gods, blinded by words, not knowing that god is just above us.

I finally understand that she is definitely never the one for me.
Today is the happiest day for me ever since I split up with her. Amazingly, all thanks to one small argument between my friends.

Finally I am able to wear back my Giordano Long Pants!

After about two months of exercising, Doing about at least 60 push ups, doing dumbbells at least 60 times in 3 separate ways and doing 120 crunches in my room every day, plus some skating exercise I am finally able to wear my Giordano Long Pants! This morning, when I was preparing myself for class, open my cupboard and found myself only my Giordano long pants left. I forgotten that I did left my 2 other long pants home. At first I thought I will never fit in it, but it does nicely!. Last time I weighted myself, My weight has dropped down to 72kg (I almost gained 5kg last year=about77kg). My weight is still dropping. I am aiming to drop till the 60kg barrier for now.
I just hope this can be an example for a friend of mine, who is suffering the same faith as I did. I can do it, why cant you?

Forgotten Promises

I was cleaning my room this morning, sorting out my stuff, and then when I was cleaning under my bed, I saw something I long forgotten. Something that I cast away, hoping that it would not be this way. Bla bla...

Whatever. Whats passed is passed.

This was a promise that we took when we were together. I cant believe its still there. Though she broke the promise when I asked her in my sms "do you still love me?" and she replied "no". Though I still love her, as a friend, and the promise was written by her anyways. Since the promise was broken, I think its best to burn it. After so long I finally have the courage to do so.Well, Its for the best.
I will be keeping this three. They bring good memories.
And after I finished my stars, I got 3 left. I will be keeping it. Now looking for a proper case. Hehe.
Now my room is clean, and I can concentrate on my studies.

Let's celebrate the dawn of another new day

My grandma just got out of the Hospital this morning. I just receive the message though. . . . Her platelet level is still low, but the good doctor say she will be fine. Now she is resting in her own room. My family members even forbid her from getting out from bed. She cant even go to morning market tomorrow. My mum and aunt will be doing the shopping tomorrow, as I am in college now studying for my test.

It's Finally Finished!

With so many Lab reports, assignments, test 2 and exams to finish, I hardly got any time for my own works. Finally, after 3 months+, I finally finished making 1000++ stars in 3 separate gifts.
I will be giving the bottle to my roommate and his girl, and the wrapped up one for someone who helped me allot. Wondering who the lucky ones are? lolz. The first one (not shown here) has been given to my ex-girl as Valentines Day present and I forgot to take picture. I wonder where she put it now..... erm.... dun even dare to ask. Hehe. Hopefully in a nice place.

Amazingly, the one in the package has more stars (470) than the one in the bottle (450). I cant believe it for myself either. Looks can be deceiving. This is how lil wine is in the bottle, only 750ml (even a large bottle of coke has 1500ml). Its surprising who business is done these days.

Now, the only task is to give them in the right time and the right place.